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Chelsi / 19 / Toronto, Canada

Aspiring model/photographer/bartender.
Highly influenced and interested in fashion, style, gore/horror, art, literature & photography.
This is my personal blog that I'll be using similar to a diary, writing about my daily life, daily problems, daily issues, rants, tutorials, OOTD posts, product reviews, interests, goals, dreams, love and everything inbetween!
Just a typical 19 year old girl trying to put together the pieces of my life while working towards my ideal future. If you would like to know any more about me feel free to check out the 'Author' and 'FAQ' tabs.

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Insecurities & flaws.

I don't think there's a person on this planet that doesn't have insecurities. No one is perfect and we all have flaws. But I think our flaws make us who we are regardless if we like it or not. It's what makes us unique as a person. Some people may not find it appealing, you might not either, but there's always going to be people who look past that flaw whatever it may be and see you for you. The flaws we see in the mirror aren't as big of a deal as what we as ourselves make it out to be.

As for me I have quite a few myself.
My nose is a bit stubby. My facial shape is awkward to me. I like my eyes but I don't like my eye lids because sometimes they look heavy to me. I can't stand my dimples. My teeth aren't straight. I wish my lips were less full. My body shape is short and awkward and I have scars everywhere.
I'm not saying "I'm perfect because I accept my flaws, blah, blah, blah" because honestly I don't. Just like everyone there's things I'll probably always dislike about myself but no matter what I do I can't change it and that's okay.

I used to care so much about the way I looked and I still do but not even close to as much as I used to. I've never been one to care about how people perceive me as but rather more worried about how I perceive my own self as. In this sense I'm my worst critic but just like everyone I put a magnifying glass over my flaws and make the a bigger deal than what they really are and I realize that.

I just think that even if you have something you're insecure about, you should accept it. Grow to love it because it's that flaw that makes you yourself and unique as a human being.

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Full Name : Chelsi Caroline Scott

Location : Toronto, Canada

Age : 19

Height : 5'2"

Weight : 90lbs.

Birth Date : 02 / 12 / 1993

Interests : Fashion, style, gore/horror, video games, makeup, modeling, art, literature & photography.

Hobbies : Cooking, watching dramas and movies, listening to a wide range of music, playing games, cosplaying, photography, testing makeup.

Ambition / Goals : To become a model, photographer, bartender or simply a job that involves animals, makeup, entertainment or food.

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Like (s) : Gyaru, Street fashion, Makeup, Wigs, Body Art, Fatal Frame, Legend of Zelda, Rilakkuma, Photography, Music, Dir en grey, DBSK/TVXQ, Misfits, Criminal Minds, The Walking Dead, Resident Evil fra Games, Zodiac signs, Horoscopes, Paranormal, Shopping, Food, J-rock, K-pop, Dramas, Cosplay, Art, Candy, Gore, Horror genre in general, Dressing up, Walking Dead,

Dislike (s) : Ignorance, Arrogance, Dishonesty & bullshit.

"Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring." -Marilyn Monroe

FAQ

Do you have a Facebook?
Yes, click here.

What's the tattoo on your collar bone mean / say?

"Always keep the faith"
Quite self explanatory really. I believe one must have faith in order to keep going and moving forward in life. This tattoo was mainly a dedication towards one of my favorite bands (DBSK, TVXQ, Tohoshinki) but is also one with a close personal meaning. The stars are also the constellation of Cassiopeia.

What camera(s) do you use to take pictures?
Canon EOS Rebel T3i, Sony Cyber-shot DSC-W350, Microsoft LifeCam HD Webcam and occasionally I use my Nokia C3 just for mobile pictures.

What do you edit your photos with?
Mainly Photoshop CS5 & XiuXiu Photo Editor.

How can I lose weight/Do you have any tips?
Cut calories, stayed away from salt and any kind of soda, stopped eating late (I usually wait anywhere from 4-5 hours after a meal to sleep), Drank at least 5 bottles of water a day, started working out continuously, kept up with normal sleeping schedule, cut out any kind of instant foods especially that of instant noodles and started eating more lean meats (Mostly chicken & turkey) and veggies.

As for tips I could give so many...
If you ever feel hungry make sure you're actually hungry and not bored or want to eat because you're depressed.
If you get tempted to cheat put a rubber band tightly around your wrist to remind yourself. Brushing teeth or using mouth wash is what I do if I get tempted to cheat because whatever you eat after probably won't seem as good as it did before you brushed your teeth/use mouth wash. Another method to not overeat is to use smaller plates and don't pile food on.
If you do then eat slowly until you feel full and then find a way to ruin whatever is left of your food. I used to fill my plate up but when I finished sometimes I got lazy to put the food away and I would keep picking at it. So in order to avoid doing that anymore, the moment I get full I pour a bit of my drink over my food so I can completely cross it out of my mind.

What brand of makeup do you use?
There's no specific brand I stick to but if you would like a list of the makeup I use a lot I'll list them.

Hard Candy Sheer Envy Skin Perfecting Primer
Maybelline Dream Liquid Mousse Airbrush Finish in Light/Porcelain Ivory
CoverGirl skin powder in Buff Beige
Hard Candy All Over Highlighter in 135/the brown palette
Hard Candy Blush Crush Baked blush in 125 living doll
Maybelline Falsies mascara
Elf Waterproof Eyeliner pen
Dolly Wink eyeliner (I use any kind of eyeliner that goes on well though)

For eyeshadow I use a lot of Rimmel because they're always the best when it comes to pigmented colored eyeshadow. I also use a few no name palettes I got off Ebay for cheap which I use a lot.

For false eyeslashes I mainly use Dolly Wink, Diamond Lash and Quo lashes along side no brand lashes I find online for cheap.

And as for makeup brushes I use mainly Quo brushes but I also use some Elf ones especially the eyeshadow brushes.
Do you have any pictures without makeup/circle lenses?
Of course.
Why do you use wigs?
They're fun to wear and create looks with. Also useful considering I get bored with my own hair quite often but I can never decide what hair color to go for.
Where do you buy your wigs / What are good places to buy them?
Mainly Ebay is your best bet. Type in wig & whatever color/style you want in the search bar, search, then select "eBay Top-rated sellers" under the sellers part on the left part where the categories are just below that. Look for wigs that are $20 and up. I wouldn't spend over $50 on a wig depending on the wig since some sellers charge way too much when you can find the same quality for cheaper.
Personally, I like heat-resistant wigs that are made with Japanese Kanekalon fibers because it's easy to take care of seeing as there's little to no tangles and the tangles that you do get are much much easier to get out so keep a look out for wigs that are either heat-resistant or made with Kanekalon fibers.
Make sure you check the sellers feedback page just make sure they seem legit.

Some stores that I buy mine from are;
http://stores.ebay.com/jcpunk (I got my long blonde wig from them. It's an incredibly gorgeous and thick wig but around the roots of the wig it is a bit frizzy but it's not that noticeable and the quality of the wig was still great plus there's no shedding)
http://stores.ebay.com/hualinhk2009 (I got my long black wig from them. Extremely good quality, no frizzy bits or shedding and came really quickly.)
http://stores.ebay.com/wigfashion (I got my red wig from them. I was EXTREMELY disappointed at how shiny the wig was and when I tried to style it using a hair straighter it melted the fibers even though it said heat resistant on the page and I was using low heat. I ended up needing to cut a chunk out of the wig and personally it just looks really fake to me, especially in person. Personally, I don't recommend this store compared to other stores I've brought from.)
http://stores.ebay.com/cosplaywig (I've bought most of my wigs from here. My brown, black/blonde, blue, pink & older blonde wig that I no longer have are all brought from this seller. INCREDIBLE quality. With some of the more pastel colored wigs if you do buy them I recommenced using baby powder to lessen the shine to the wig a bit. The fibers are amazing and literally NEVER tangle and most realistic. I've never had a problem with this store besides that my blonde/black wig was quite frizzy where the black & blonde was put together. Other than that I highly recommeed buying from here seeing as you get what you paid for and not some cheap looking replica of the pictures they give you.)

There's a lot more stores such as
http://www.gothiclolitawigs.com/
http://mintymix.com/
http://lockshopwigs.com/
But I've never ordered from them before so it's your choice to take the risk. But I've heard they're pretty accurate and legit about the stuff they sell so I'm personally extremely interested in ordering from those shops next.
What contacts do you use?
The ones I use quite frequently are EOS Candy Blue, Geo Xtra Hearts in Grey, Geo Princess Mimi in Sesame Grey, & EOS WM-207 Max Nudy Pink.
How did you start modeling?
One day I got asked by a photographer if I'd be interested in doing a shoot. After that I honestly saw modeling in a different light seeing as I was never interested in it beforehand. I grew an interest in looking more into it and after that I made a ModelMayhem account and one thing led to another and I started having fun doing TFP shoots with photographers in my area.
Do you see yourself doing modeling as a career?
No. It's a fact that the career of modeling will only last for so long however, I'm just interested in it more as a hobby. I want to construct a unique portfolio that brings out some unique-ness and individuality in myself that perhaps in some ways will set me apart from other people who pursue modeling. Maybe I'd get interested in it for a career later on but it's not something I would do strictly for work and career. I just like doing it as a hobby.

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